after working for a month, today is the first saturday that i stayed at home.

and yes, i'm also reluctant to go out.

reason being i'm sick. and i think i've spread to both yongxin and the other colleague of mine. :S

feeling a little tired these days as I havent been sleeping well, adding on with flu it's worse. therefore i was rather quiet today. and manager was a joker to ask why am i so emo today and thought that i quarreled with bf. 

how funny can it be. 

and i think i feel so doomed. everyone else or rather most of them have already gotten their letters and yet i'm still waiting.

how terrible can things be and i'm starting to worry.

i wonder if i got a rejection letter what should i do?

i should have put some realistic choices so that i wont be still waiting for letter at this point of time.

grrrrrrr.