hey. navis are up there. *points at the top*.
Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
have been sleeping at 4am these few days.
i need to learn to sleep early and wake up earlier everyday.
woke up early this morning and accompanied grandma's sis hse.
i dont really like going to old people's place and seeing them weep.
i dont mean i don't like going over to their place, just that i dont like seeing them cry.
cause i could only sit there and stare, then do nothing about it.
that was the same exact situation a year ago.
at least this wasnt as bad.
after that went for lunch with grandma and she told me that another aunt asked if she wants to go oversea but she rejected as she wasnt in the mood.
upon hearing her saying that, i started to think a lot.
as i've never heard grandma saying she's not in the mood.
the moment i hear it, i was thinking when i'm not feeling good, i seldom say it out to others and the feeling kinda of suck.
so when grandma is not feeling good, who did she talk to?
this is a weird question as i have never thought of it before.
maybe her way of saying is complaining?
sent out 2 resumes and waiting for reply.
meanwhile i'm still considering if i should send 1 to Fancl to try out.
sometimes we wait and wait,
without knowing what we are waiting for.
for so long it's still the same.