You made me (dis)believe in love, baby.
hey. navis are up there. *points at the top*.
Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
hey. navis are up there. *points at the top*.
Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
You are reading about me.
Hello, i am Miaohui.
I am always nice so long as you are not nasty.
I love everything nice.
And I would be nicer if you remember to give me a present on 28November. :D
I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 5:02 PM
it had been the 3rd mths after ahgong left.
in another 10 days time, it would be the 1ooth day.
time had past w/o us realising. i dun really like every 16th of the mth cos it will think alot.
just a moment ago, i started to think abt ahgong again. i din realise that today is the 16th until i checked the calendar. few days back, jass and i were still talking abt out grandpa. it's only with jass then i can express abt how i feel abt my grandpa. i do have difficulties telling others abt it. maybe inly she is able to understand how i feel abt ahgong. idk why but somehow it just happen this way.
i started thinking and feeling sorry. i cant sense the presence of ahgong whenever we go to pray him, i feel cheated. okay i know i shldnt be saying it this way but i really feel so. cos i feel that i'm talking to the air. however, i still go on with talking to the air. though i guess he wont be able to hear me. but it's better to just do it then not saying. maybe he could really hear me just that idk. sometimes i refused to believe but i still choose to follow. since there may be chances for him to "hear"? idk too. the feeling is just so strange.
initially things were a lil hard on me. i was reluctant to accept the fact but i just had to follow wad the others are doing. there is still some things i feel bad abt, it was when others keep saying that i'm obedient when i'm not at all. :/
that day when grandpa left when dad told me ahgong know that i'm v guai alr. i cried even harder when he said that cause i dun really feel so. i had been quite self-centred at times that i fail to realise things that are happening arnd me.
At least say a word to me, and i am already happy.
Get out of my life if you weren't meant to be with me.
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