hey. navis are up there. *points at the top*.
Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
You are reading about me.
Hello, i am Miaohui.
I am always nice so long as you are not nasty.
I love everything nice.
And I would be nicer if you remember to give me a present on 28November. :D
I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.
Sunday, February 22, 2009, 5:14 PM
to frens: the care u ppl have for me is greatly appreciated. and i hope i will be fine soon and get back to myself too. but i will still need more time. maybe some time alone at times to think back. not a good thing but to me it's impt. if i dun think i will forget it v soon. here are some photos of ahgong's lil ones. which is us. (: lil cousins and me. (: i believe ahgong will be watching over us always. (:
and i actually rmb i once told ahgong i will bring him to restaurant for good food. but i guess i dun have the chance anymore. today is the 7th day, and according to wad those ppl say, he will come back to ahmah's hse to walk walk. though i dun really believe it but i feel that he's always there. i'm actually still not used to him not being around. since i have alr moved out of grand hse for a yr plus, and i dun see him often. i will always have the thinking that he is still arnd. things that happened this week seems like a dream to me. i feel that i just talked to him not long ago, seen him not long ago and now he's alr gone. wad i can rmb was i always call ahgong for fun. and he always laugh. i used to thought ahgong will live till i get married or wadever it is. alright that was a bit exaggerating. but well that's wad i always thought. and i din expect him to leave us just only 1 yr he stopped working in market. he haven even rested for a yr after working for 30+yrs. that's wad ahmah meant by hardlife. and i agree. no matter how sick he's feeling, he will still wake up at the usual timing and get himself ready to market for work w/o fail. even till the age of 80 he is still doing the same thing every other day, he dun have rest but only on the day of CNY. just 1 day in a yr. that's how hard he had been working in his life. within a yr, many things changed. and he just grew weaker and sicker every other day. ><>
ohh man, i'm so stuck with all the tutorials. i dun even have any idea abt it. adding on with 5 tests in 3 consecutive days. idk how the hell am i gng to cope. ): hardly getting any rest, not even time for me to be alone. i'm starting to feel sian abt things and sometimes not even want to be bothered by it. however sometimes i will still hope for smth. but well, still too sian abt it alr. shall be a good girl.
At least say a word to me, and i am already happy.
YAY. :D
Get out of my life if you weren't meant to be with me.