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Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
You are reading about me.
Hello, i am Miaohui.
I am always nice so long as you are not nasty.
I love everything nice.
And I would be nicer if you remember to give me a present on 28November. :D
I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 9:38 PM
alright haven been updating for long and i think i have so much to say. however i think i shld just shorten it since xuan said that i'm having wordy post. but if this turn out to be smth long, pardon me ppl. i cant help it. to begin with, i shall talk abt sun.
the day which i went out for like super long just to pray. okay cos it was said that the goat fan tai shui. born in the yr of goat i have to go pray and i ended up praying and chanting for like 3hrs plus. how great uh, so half my day was actually gone when there is like so much work still piling up at hm waiting for me to complete. then i headed down to grand hse to see ahgong. anw, he's not getting better that's all i can say. so i went and he thought that i'm my sis. apparently i'm not, so i told him no i'm miaohui. then for some time he keep groaning/moaning whichever it is. cos idk whether he's in pain or not. and i feel quite helpless and shouted for ahmah. she came and asked him wad he want and she asked him to not groan/moan cos i'll be scared. so he stopped and i cont on looking after him. he fall back aslp and suddenly called out my name. and asked me not to be scared, he moaned cos he's tired. so i told him i'm not scared. dun worry. and asking him go back to slp. and again he slept and woke up again. telling me that he's scared, and i din know wad to do but asked him not to be. upon hearing wad he said, obviously i cried again. tears just keep rolling down and i tried controlling it. :/ seeing him in such a state, i really do not know wad to do. but trying to console him in whichever ways i can. left for hm to complete some hmwk which i have to hand in the following day. long sch day for mon, tues, with econs extra lecture and chem test on each day. test was alright and i hope i can pass lah uh. supposed to be ending sch early today but there was cca fair and we were supposed to help out. ended up only weiting and i plus some others turned up. it's alright lah uh, since there's nth much too, we just roamed arnd the sch talking and slacking. had some fun lah, after the thing i felt much better. (:
though i was told some stuffs, but i chose to believe it. since i already had been thinking abt it for long just that i din know how to say out as i think it is nth nice to be said. but now, i think it's making me more scared more worried and idk when will be the day when i start breaking down. as the days passed by, i think i'm starting to think alot. 3rd uncle coming back tmr to visit ahgong. okay, i know it's a viscious cycle for human to be borned and dying. but i just cant think of the day when he has to go. aunt went to ask god and was told that grandpa days had numbered which means anytime he would just leave us. okay, idk wad else can i say. shall do some hmwk and go visit him again tmr. i dun wan to regret abt anything.
At least say a word to me, and i am already happy.
YAY. :D
Get out of my life if you weren't meant to be with me.