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You made me (dis)believe in love, baby.

hey. navis are up there. *points at the top*.
Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.

I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.

Monday, January 5, 2009, 8:38 PM

hey hey hey people! :D

another 6 more days to school. ): and, i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT looking forward to it. cos i just have hmwk not completed and exams not studied. but i supposed i'm not the worst? cos at least i completed by chem and maths? not really maths lah huh, cos i still have tutorial 16 not done, which i have no idea abt it. :/
today and ytd was spent at grand's hse again. ya, looking after my grandpa. he's being rather pessimistic lately, and i'm at a loss of words. cos idk how to comfort him but to stand there quietly like a idiot. ><>
somehow i rmb i went to grand hse to look after ahgong for 2 days. i think tt was ermmm fri?? no idea lah. woke up pretty early this morning and went over there after showering. went there, reading magazine&newspaper. then then, grandpa started making some kind of "noise". those vomit de sound lah. like wad baoling always did. ;x hahah! but he's was like every moment. so i have to walk up and down every now and then to check on him whenever he started "vomiting". by right i was supposed to be doing my hmwk but half the time i was walking up and down. and at times, standing in his room staring. he started mumbling and idk lah. maybe he needs a companion. he started saying why did ahmah went out for so long, why xiaogu aint here yet. idk how to ans. so i say ya shld be coming soon. and finally and soon, after aunt came, ahmah is also back. phew, but i got rather worried. at times, idk if he's crying or wad. cos it doesnt seems like he is vomiting. sis did told me ahgong cried ytd, so i was wondering how. but i din utter a word but just kept "pai" his back. treat it as though he is feeling v unwell. ><>
i shall stop saying all these dumb things since it's some family prob which no one can help me too. i dun tell frens all these things cos i find not a need lah, so friends dun usually hear me talking abt my family. so dun be surprised.

this week is rather packed, cos it's the last week of school hols. i think this is the 2nd time i'm mentioning it. why? cos i cant get over the fact that sch is starting and A level is just ahead of me which is just less than a yr. :/
i think my weekdays are all packed. so i doubt i will have much time left for my studying of exam. good luck to me. idk how lah.
fri open hse, and gng to help out at the booth. for an hr but i think it will last longer than that since it's the last slot and i guess we are expected to help out with the packing up of all the things. it had been long since i do all these "saigang". not exactly saigang lah. but it had been labelled by many that all these were supposed to be. but it's nth new to me lah, doing it since dno when. ><
done some phy this afternoon and i'm much stucked with many qns cos my basics is still not there and i'm not understanding any bit of phy well enough. this is getting so suck. one day i will just get myself a tuition teacher to help me man.
i shld go and get started with my hmwk before it's way to late and i start regretting for not doing enough during the hols.