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Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.

I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.

Monday, January 12, 2009, 10:13 PM

first day of sch and end of holiday. ):
alright, first day of sch was fairly alright everything were quite smooth. just that i'm feeling weary. was unable to slp well the previous night. not bcos i am excited abt sch but somehow i think i'm dreadful abt sch. :/ worried that i will oversleep though i know i wont but i'm still afraid i might. some kind of psychological thinking in me. kept waking up to check on the time, it's not like i always sleep like a dead pig. i'm a light sleeper and is easily awaken by lil things arnd me. i tend to pressure myself alot and obviously this is not a good thing. and this is not the 1st time i've been waking up so early for no reason, taking ytd as an example, i woke up pretty early ytd morning too and i could get back to slp despite tossing arnd the bed for hrs. started to feel so vexed and broke down into tears for no reason. :C kinda of stupid but i just couldnt help it. feeling that i'm running short of time and yet i have so much things to complete. feeling that everyone is always putting pressure onto me. expecting me to be perfect and be the one handling all matters. lately just feel kind of sian and got rather annoyed and down v easily. i hope it wont last a yr long or else i think one day i might just become someone who is strike by depression and not speaking a word. alright tt sounds rather crap.
i grew fat. >< ): ): ): like so omg. 2kg after i last weighed during last june. nonono. i cant let this continue and i have to take big action for it. feeling tired now but i cant slp now yet. cos i still have exams to be studied.
2 days before econs and 3 days before phy. not much time left and i have to finish reading wadevr which are taught last yr. ):
shall just end here, luckily sch ends early tmr so i can get hm early to rest awhile before putting my head down to start mugging for those exams. i doubt i will be updating that often too since sch life is like a daily routine and nth much would be happening. probably on weekends where i can say smth abt the sch week. bye ppl, i have to start mugging now. (: