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Saw it? click whatever you want dearies! :D
Ending with the last 5 words; I love you crazily forever.
You are reading about me.
Hello, i am Miaohui.
I am always nice so long as you are not nasty.
I love everything nice.
And I would be nicer if you remember to give me a present on 28November. :D
I hope the next time i see you, you'll be the one who say "hi" to me first.
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 12:40 PM
went to eat sakae with fang and wt ytd after sch. fang and i went to cwp 1st since our lessons end earlier. but it's nth nice too, cos we were walking arnd aimlessly. ended up we went to find mummy and bf. >< finally it was 3pm, so fang and i went up and started our meal. we ate so much that we felt full just after an hr. :P but actually there are quite a no of my usual stuff that i din eat. so it's not really alot afterall. we left at 5pm. din stayed for long since we were all tired. went walking arnd and then i went back hm 1st.
backed hm and i got a shocked. damn sian abt it. dno how to react at that point of time. some thingy happened again. and when things happen, it just come tgt. and i just hate it so much. i wna curse and swear like hell but at that point of time i just dno how. ): so i cant even do my stuff. i just went to slp at 10pm till this morning. many things had been happening and now i am just speechless abt it. time and again, all the stupid things are repeating again. over and over again. when can it stop and i dno. it just got everyone so pissed. from young till now, nth much had changed. i always thot that maybe it will change when i grow up. disappointment yet again. it's just so sucky. sometimes i just choose ignored cos i dun even know how to handle it, things are always being pushed back to us, when it happens it's so unexpected. sis was also damn angry abt it, so are the rest of us. now, i just have nth to say abt it. but to hope that, no more bad things come again for me. i already had enough so pleaseee, no more. dun come and irritate me these days, or else i will be damn nasty. i dno when i will just be having mood-swing and vent my anger on you. now i'm like restricted to so many things. cant do this and that. eeek!
i have to start learning to be more hardworking. so that i wont have to sufferwhen i grow up, had been thinking real lot ytd night. but i just dno why is it so, complicated stuff which is killing my brain cells. and i keep wondering, always been wondering why is it so. why am i feeling this way, and others dun. but now maybe i know the reason to it, promises were never kept and words u said are so vague to be believe.
currently at grands' hse, and i told her abt my results. saw grandpa, and he is getting thin. he hasnt been feeling well lately too. kinda of feel bad abt it. dun have the time to visit him. if grands were not there for me since young, i think it wont be possible for sis and i to be living fine right now bah. :/ i dun feel like writing anymore, not in the mood now. bye, and i wont be updating so soon. propably mon bah. dno, when prob is solved then say.
2 more weeks and i wont have to attend sch. faster come and let me finish my OP. though i am not keen to do it. but i still want to get over it asap. i realised that many things had been happening this year and i hasnt been smooth for me. unlucky year i have. >< hopefully rest of the year things will get better then.
At least say a word to me, and i am already happy.
YAY. :D
Get out of my life if you weren't meant to be with me.